to those involved,

 

i'm not pissed. in fact i'm relieved that things turned out the way they did. i'm glad i don't have to choose anyone over anyone else.

 

here's the thing, though. when we split apart, you all promised to keep me updated if anything major happened. well i would consider this to be pretty major, wouldn't u? but i only found out about it when things got this bad. i would appreciate it if you didn't wait 'til the end of the rope before telling me.

 

this is the thing about living in a totally different state - i know nothing. i hear nothing, i see nothing, i have nothing to say unless you tell me what's going on.

 

next time, if you guys have a problem, let me help ok? 'cause if it affects all of us, i would like to think that i'm included in that list. thanks.

 

chill out.

later.

Doxology (sung by Nichole Nordeman)

 

 

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Can you say this and believe it?

 

 

i've quit my job! so liberating. :) but i'll miss all the ppl i've met there! they were the first friend i made this time around, and it's been a blast - but the time constraints, combined with the bad bad salary - nah, can't handle it. anyway! you guys were AWESOME! i'm gonna buy a card and some pens for them :D

 

life is good now. :)